This is the time of year around here where I get sort of withdrawn from life. Its grey outside, the days are short, its always cold outside and inside too.
It happens to me every year. I have not had my friends over since the holidays last year. I miss them. I see them in town of course, sometimes I stop by the coffee shop and visit, and we do keep up with texts and calls.
I do look forward to spring, its warmer and brighter outside. I have my small set of close girlfriends over often for lunch or dinner.
He does such a great job of cooking for us, he serves us dutifully our drinks, wine, food and desserts. I miss showing him off to them I guess.
Thinking about it, I do try always to let my friends see I control him. I never really thought about my motivation until now. I guess I love their comments about him. This close group got to see him kiss my feet last year, if you remember I posted about it. It brought a few of them together for a more detailed explanation of my marriage and my Dominance of him after that.
My last post was about one of those Women.
I have been trying to diet and use our home gym as much as possible during this time to keep me going. Its raining again this morning here.
He is still my strong loving man, and a very obedient submissive. I have him more to my self in the winter and continue to train him is the art of serving a mature woman. All men get rusty if not kept reminded of their place in a marriage. I don’t know, maybe its just me but every so often I retrain him about there is never a free orgasm for him. We all know how men’s behavior changes immediately after they spend their load so I keep him remembering thats not allowed in our marriage. This totally works for ours.
Since his initial male re-training in the beginning of our FLR he has never ever let me down.
This amounts to a very simple process, after he cums he swallows all of his semen, and/or drinks my pee. What I feel it does is make him super submissive, with no hesitation he does these things for me. A sort of remedial training I do (and have done many times the last few weeks) is have him put a rubber on, I sit on his face with his mouth sucking my pee hole, I hold a vibrator on him until he cums completely, then I let my full bladder release until I am fully drained. As he is drinking he is smelling my scent. When I am thru I get off and remove the rubber from his limp dick,I cut most of the rubber away from the filled up tip and pour it into his mouth to taste and swallow. This takes 5-10 minutes. Not much time out of my day to insure his submissiveness. He also spends a lot of time sucking my feet and toes. This he does at will for me
If he will do it post orgasm he will do anything pre.