I have been thinking about my home, how nice he keeps it for me. It also helped me see how hard or impossible it would be to be a sub and not have your heart in it.
I watch him tirelessly push the vacuum cleaner up and down in and out room after room. He puts those nice little direction marks on the carpet like a professional house cleaner. I often see a vision of him naked pushing around his machine. We have a lot of family around so he cannot do it that way for me.
I try very hard to understand how his mind works. But I can’t do it. He does it with an intensity that is completely unwarranted, a simple task but not for him. He is almost in a trance; pass after pass with a half-smile on his face and a half to full erection under his shorts.
I know he does it for me, his love and desire to please me, his overwhelming desire!
How does a man get in that mental state to be so absolutely intoxicated by his Female, so willing to accept Her direction? Only looking to be told what to do next, to completely satisfy her every want and desire?
I know in the beginning of his training I inserted a butt-plug is his virgin ass before any household chore. He had to wear it for hours at times; we started with a small one but over a few months graduated up to a very large one. I still have him wear it occasionally, more so lately, but not today….. yet. I wonder if he is thinking about that as he vacuums today. He is thinking about something.