I have a few thoughts about my blog and life this morning.
I have had a great time the last 6 months sharing my almost Femdom Wife life with you. I have posted several times that I do not really fit the mold of a true Femdom Wife. I am thinking maybe I don’t have the right definition. I believe now that Femdom means Female dominatrix not Female Dominant.
I was thinking this because most, if not all, the blogs about this topic I visit talk about their submissive as much less than they are and for sure they don’t let them cum ever or if at all with them. I use my husband sex drive to Dominate him, but it is used for his needs and mine, the end though is he cums a lot, I cum more often because I control when he can release, and I am multi-orgasmic.
I Dominate my husband but I wish I could be more like him. I look up to him for guidance, his ability to lead others, the attitude that nothing is impossible, always positive, and so much energy. Etc.
For example, he owns a business with employees besides his full time job; anyway, we took a manual accounting & book keeping class (with manual payroll and inventory) at the local junior college. There were 28 students, I dropped out about half way, it was way too complicated, and in the end there were only 4 that passed. His grade was a 97. LOL, he felt he failed because he did not get a 100, he missed one question. He does all the office work himself, payroll, state, federal, etc. Like I said this is one example why he is so awesome.
I worked for 25 years in a profession that I did not really have to do much clerical stuff, so those skills are very week as you can see by my grammar, sentence structure, etc. I worked with almost all men, since I control my husband it helped me to understand men on the surface are or can be different inside. I was never a victim, I was equal..
I am his Dominate because he needs me to be and frankly I do not want to lose him. I could not imagine a life without all he has provided that myself and our children need and rely on. I will be comfortable the rest of my life. It has also turned my life into being treated like a queen it is so much better. Really!!
I am not sure what to post anymore because you all know all about what he does for me. My life however is bigger than him cleaning up his semen from me or that I always have multiple orgasms. We have a normal life I think at least a normal life for an over achiever (him) and me a regular old plain Jane Woman.
I have met some really great people while blogging, like Fur, Michael, and Mel. I seem to feel we have similar feelings. Every chance I get I look forward to reading their life events. I have had my eyes opened by reading the blogs I follow. One of the things I never thought about was that you have dialog between each other during the comment sessions. It helps with clarity and understanding of the post sometimes.
The only Femdom thing that happened today so far was he drank my pee in bed because I woke up at 3:45 and need to pee badly. He is so good at it I woke him up to service me. This is fairly normal in the winter because it’s sort of cold here, but also it’s a Dominate thing I can do to him.
Christmas is getting closer, back to watching my beautiful grand kids and wrapping gifts..